UNWISHED DEADSCAPE:
INTERNAL DISORDER

DEAF GUILT

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Your past is dark as you searched for light
The shape of your voice was forsaken
How could you express your feelings?
You had many barriers to surpass

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As time passed by and slowly went on
you had to face the hardest decision
It was so tentative, like the only way
while no one could ever imagine your pain

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But inside your shell you couldn't see
you would never be completely alone
Surrounded by warm hearts that embrace yours
How couldn't you hear what they said?

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You were born without a full understanding of life
Things went wrong and you fell into a sad hole
You think that's the worst and you want to give a last goodbye
but you know what's worse than that?
To actually die for someone who doesn't want to live

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I was by your side even when you were crying
supporting and trying to give you nice moments
But that night was the biggest shock for me
I couldn't believe what I saw in front of me

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Why all of a sudden you wanted to disappear?
Giving a farewell to your memories forever
You were telling me that everything was in vain?
I wouldn't accept this reality you changed

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With all my will and confusing thoughts
I jumped for you, I tried to save you
I had success in the rescue, but there was a flaw...
...my life was taken in that dramatic scene

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I just hope that after all that happened
even while you're living with this deaf guilt
wholehearted, I want you to live on
and feel better now that you're alive