UNWISHED DEADSCAPE:
INTERNAL DISORDER

ETERNAL DISSATISFIED OF LIFE

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I was born without wings
in this world of falcons
Everything is about following rules
written in no single place

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No matter how hard I tried
things got blurred over and over
Real meaning tends to be hidden
far away from my reach

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Movements here and there
whatever and whenever
Exclusion, repression, awkwardness
led me to grow with dark feelings inside

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Life is never enough, I can't feel anything anymore
No word is worth of hearing until now
I tend to fall while they are on the top
but don't worry, I'll ascend once they've fallen

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Do you know how this feel does?
To feel like you're not part of this world
Even if they know the answers
they'll never understand this burden

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Mind can turn into the worst enemy
and it raised in me up to the point of thinking:
"Fuck everyone! Fuck everything!"

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Darkness shielded in my heart
it seems it never leaves its place
Is the freedom and opening a chance?
Let's give it a try, or harshness will overcome me